My story is your story, it is the fight between good and evil for our souls. Circumstances may be different, but feelings are the same. Whether it be a spirit that causes you to feel rejected or left out, or lesser than, or judged by religious people, or whatever it may be, these things are assigned to you from the umbilical cord, situated to pounce as soon as you are born so that you will fail to do your destiny calling. But God is greater and watches over you very carefully and uses all things for good. He does not ...
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My story is your story, it is the fight between good and evil for our souls. Circumstances may be different, but feelings are the same. Whether it be a spirit that causes you to feel rejected or left out, or lesser than, or judged by religious people, or whatever it may be, these things are assigned to you from the umbilical cord, situated to pounce as soon as you are born so that you will fail to do your destiny calling. But God is greater and watches over you very carefully and uses all things for good. He does not abandon you, even though it may feel like it at times. He allows things only to show you and teach you who He is - so many times we stretch out too far too soon and we learn some hard lessons, but we learn them. We must walk some things out before they fall into place. In walking them out, it can get overwhelming or confusing, but God is doing a good work, you can trust Him. The Lord caused me to face every fear I had that was in me and it was the hardest thing, but it was the thing that freed me completely to live in peace and joy, no matter what the circumstances are. My circumstances have allowed me much alone time with God to seek Him, fasting and praying for years for answers. I will give you the parts of my story as God leads. He knows what you need to hear. I will let Him guide each lesson and I know, through His lead, that there will be nuggets in these stories that will help you. I want to say that as I tell these stories, please remember, these are spirits that were in operation around me. I saw faces that I loved and felt betrayal in many, but it was not them, the Bible is very clear to let us know, we do not fight flesh and blood. What is fighting us is the kingdom of darkness. When people have open doors, or in other words, are not in complete obedience to God, the devil slithers in and operates through these people you love. They do not even realize the damage they are doing because everything looks and feels like emotions, but there are triggers behind these emotions. Do not ever doubt for one second, it is not the person in front of you attacking you, it is a spirit in operation from the kingdom of darkness to try to erode you into feeling like you are nothing and of no good to anyone. He will stop short of nothing to pound away at your feelings of being inadequate, to shut you up from speaking, or being all God created you to be. Once you know Jesus, your friend who sticks closer than a brother, and you learn the attacks, you will be able to keep your joy, which truly is your strength, and maintain your walk in life filled in the peace that only Jesus can give. The world does not and cannot give peace, that comes from your Creator. Jesus is the Prince of Peace. Let us begin the journey to helping you get set free from all things that make you feel lesser than anyone. Jesus is no respecter of persons, His love for you is immeasurable. His thoughts over you are more numerous than the sands on the seashores. Everything He does is centered around how He loves you so. No greater love has anyone than to lay down his life for his friend. Jesus is your friend, He laid down His life for you and went down to the pits to retrieve the keys to death, hell, and the grave for you. He chose to remain on the earth for forty days to make sure He was seen and known and coming again, for you. Our assignments are to let others know about Him so that they too can join us all in heaven. We are His family, and He wants it to be huge, big. Everyone is welcome, there is enough room at His table for everyone.
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